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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

people do change.

you used to
 1: care about my relationship status at friendster and myspace if I put it single
  Apr 17 2008, 02:59 AM
owh..awak female? 19? SINGLE?? =p

Apr 17 2008, 07:22 AM
tak... tadi tgk kat atas tu tulis SINGLE. tu je.

you also get mad when I hide my wall at myspace. you used to felt suspicious
remember? why'd u felt that? cause u used to care.

2: you used to be 'jiwang' hahhahaha 
 

3: Hohoho and you said this

Apr 27 2008, 03:37 AM
when patience meet trust,
and love meets care,
that's where kei met vanilla,
so worry no hassle,
coz i'll stick with u no matter wut,
as i'll be urs 4eva,
as long as this heart goes on beating.

will love u 4eva.
i am ur penguin coz u r my cat. =))


May 01 2008, 00:46 AM
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

4: and this?


Jun 04 2008, 04:50 PM
Distances
the places we've been
the things we've done
do you ever still think about them?
do you remember the nights we'd lie next to each other
and whisper our worlds to each other?
the times when i would sit there
your arms wrapped around me
and we laugh the night out..
do you ever think about the way we used to go to that abandoned park
and sit side by side
and sometimes never say anything at all?
we never had to..
because somehow we knew
THE OTHER WAS FEELING THE SAME WAY.
do u remember how we first met?
how i first felt love at first sight?
"so,she is vanilla..."
do you remember the last time i held your hand?
now we have emptiness we both held in our heart,
I STILL LOVE U..
but since that time...
the distances began to grow..
slipping through my hands like grains of sand
and i watched the person inside you break,
deteriorate into nothing.
I CAUSED THAT.
but i am what YOU made me.






Jul 11 2008, 03:07 AM
"There For You"

Sometimes I'm a selfish fake
You're always a true love
I don't deserve you
'Cause I'm not there for you
Please forgive me again

I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to
Runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
I wanna be there for you

Swirling shades of blue
Slow dancing in your eyes
Sun kisses the earth
And I hush my urge to cry

I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to
Runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
I wanna be there for you

'Cause I hear the whispered words
In your masterpiece beautiful
You speak the unspeakable through
I love you too

I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to

I wanna be there for you
And be someone you can come to
The love runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you

what am I doing now? I always the same me. for the 1st day, 7 march 2008 
and till now. 
i'm just thinking about the past. 
its my past. I want to think about it for a while. cause it mean so much to me
shush3
but now, I always see you wishing for someone else. other than me.
am I that bad? 

Already Gone
by Kelly Clarkson



80's child.. U shud remember these:

budak2 yg lahir pd thn 80'an mesti ingat
ni:



mase skola rendah dulu:
- kat skola ade salesman jual buku cerita. ari ni bg list, esok mintak duit
beli walaupun cerita buku tu dah tau. salesman susu pon camtu gak.
- kat library, budak2 mmg baca buku tp just tengok gamba je. bile ade program 
Nilam, sebok semua nak pinjam buku.
- RMT kat skola mkn x best, tp yg berduit pon join RMT, x phm....
- pakai pensel box yg bole bukak dpn blkg, pastu ade sharpener kat tgh2 die.n bekas pensil 2 tingkat, x hingat laa.
- main lwn pemadam, syg nak guna utk padam. padahal itu fungsi sbnr, utk padam!
- pakai pembaris yg bergerigi, kat dlm ade air pastu ade bende berkilat dlm air tu.
- cikgu pakai pembaris kuning pjg. Ade pemegang kat tgh2 tp x penah nmpk cikgu
pgg pon kat situ.
- bulu ayam jd ramping krn sering dijadikan rotan.
- time pendidikan seni, lukis sume boleh tp bile time kaler sume hampeh. ade gak
buat anyaman pakai kertas warna, kolaj la, ape la...
- main game 2D. super contra, super mario, street fighter, sume pakai tape.
- yang pompuan, suke sgt anak patung kertas.. kan? kan? bleh pkai2 bju, cabut kpale. n yang x than tu bleh plak lpas beli patung tu, sebelum pain cross dlu leher natang tu, takut hidup. hahahah bodohnye time kecik2 dlu. LOL
- jam tgn Boy London jd idaman, sbb bole suka2 kaler ikut suhu n cuaca.
- takut BCG tp lepas inject poyo la pulak...
- balik skola beli JoJo xpon Dendang. Tora pon best gak. Beli se mata2 nak mainan, coklat die x mkn pon.
- Kasut berlampu kat tapak, yg iklan die kat tV bole tembak alien tu...
- Siri kartun; power rangers, ultraman,
transformers, ninja turtles,
Thundercats, maskman, Gaban dan mcm lg.




jgn lupe sume ni sbb zaman skrg budak2 x smpt lyn bende2 ni. kite akan sentiasa
berubah, cume asal-usul kite yg permanent. huhu~
pas r kt member2 korang.... mesti diorg tersengeh2 bace mende nih...
hehehee..


  

that's why they said men words are craps!

credit to jimi.. hahahaha pinjam ek!

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

=(

edited from Breakeven by The Script


I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe it
Cos I got time while he got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
His best days will be some of my worst
I'll meet a man thats gonna put me 1st
While I'm wide awake he's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven
What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you?
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok?
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But not wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos I'll moved on while I'm still grieving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven
What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
You got  my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains
Cos you left me with no love, no love to my name.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got tI'me while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)





Thursday, March 25, 2010

the gossip its ON!

after pausing the series for quiet long (since dec 09)
gossip girl is back.
well its already begun since 8th March 10.
now, its already the 15th episode.
chuck found his mother, Evelyn.
serenate still on.
and jenny.. she is a major drama queen
so do lily..
dan n Venessa
herm what else?
this becoming episode
wow! its way too overwhelming
to much scheme and dramatic scene.
jenny reunion with her bitch Angie
while chuck, his uncle jack n her so to be mother betrayed him
he lost everything.. well he's about to.
OMFG! I can't wait for next week episode here's the recap!

enjoy!

Gossip girl ep:16 : the empire strikes jack promo


Tuesday, March 23, 2010

GTO - Shounan Junai Gumi

are you fimiliar with onizuka ekichi?
you know him as a great teacher Onizuka right?
but did you know about his previous life before he become that moron teacher?
ever heard of onibaku?
this new manga, telling about Onizuka past life, High school life.
the mangaka still by Tohru Fujisawa.
but the drawing lil bit diff from the former  GTO - great teacher Onizuka version.
he still a moron LOL no doubt about that
the motive stay about friendship kinda things.
lil bit about LOVE. and yeah. he's still virgin LOL.
no matter he and his best friend Ryuji Danma tried to lose their virginity
they sure end up badly. hahahahaha
lawak2.
who is ryuji danma? u should read this manga titled  'bad company'
its the prequel to all these story, how they meet and becomes life & death buddies.
join they in their quest to lose their virginity and reach maturity. 


 



Read here!!!

Monday, March 22, 2010

Siren song

Are you my family?
Can I stay with you a while?
Can I stop off in your bed tonight?
I could make you smile.

In the morning I'll make you breakfast
in the evening I'll warm the bed.
And I'll always be happy to kiss you
Promise I'll never get sad.
'Til the siren come calling, calling
It's driving me evil, evil.

Momma was a heartbreaker
Loved you the same way I do.
But I've got so much wickedness and sin.

My name is Pearl
and I love you the best way I know how
My blonde curls slice through your heart.
And the siren come calling
In the night
Until you leave.

Help you dress yourself up fancy
and bathe you when you get sore
I'll be good
I think I could be all you would want and more and more.

Be proud when you dazzle the wondrous
Glitter your eyes for the town
Tell every last boy that you're my man
I'll try not to let you down.

'Til the siren come calling, calling
It's driving me evil, evil.

Momma was a heartbreaker
Loved you the same way I do.
But I've got so much wickedness and sin.

My name is Pearl
and I love you the best way I know how
My blonde curls slice through your heart.

And the stars are exploding the lights
It won't be long until you'll be mine
No, it won't be long 'til you break
It won't be long until you break

It won't be long until you leave
cause I'm evil, evil...

Friday, March 19, 2010

just survey

Mari menjawab soalan dalam Bahasa Melayu.

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
-> budak baik

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
-> adik saya membebel pasal tali pinggang beliau

3. Mungkin saya patut:
-> sapu rumah dan halaman

4. Saya suka :
->rumah kemas

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
-> tak jumpa mereka lg

6.Saya tak paham :
-> ape yg adik saya nak.. membebel je dri tdi

7.Saya kehilangan :
-> kebahgiaan yg dikecapi dulu

8.Ramai yang berkata :
-> saya pemalas

9.Makna nama saya :
-> harum..meh laa hidu. wangi x?

10.Cinta itu adalah :
-> sesuatu yg x dirancang.

11.Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :
-> xtau...

12.Saya akan cuba :
-> menjamin masa depan sendiri

13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
-> sampai bile-bile

14.Telefon bimbit saya :
-> norkiah

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
-> saya golek2 atas katil

16.Saya paling meluat apabila :
-> budak tu mengatal ngan org lain tp berpura2 nangis beria2 kononye, balak dia fitnah dia curang. tahik!

17.Pesta/Parti adalah :
-> bukan tempat sy

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :
-> arnab.. chumel2

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
-> herm.. mse umo 1-2 thn. sbb ak comey sgt, x de sape nk mrah ak tyme tu

20.Hari ini :
-> aku nak masak ape?

21.Malam ini saya akan :
-> tgok tv

22.Esok pula saya akan :
.-> entah

23.Saya betul-betul inginkan :
->duit yang banyak222222.

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
-> oloh rambut aku~~

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
-> beli belah..ade sale!!!!!

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
->dua2 la, jnji halal

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap:
-> terang

28.Makanan segera adalah :
-> enak dimakan

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
-> bwk moto lek lok

30.Siapa yang anda nak Tag?
-> kawan2




ketawa keluar kuat (LOL?)

LOL, i'm a lil bit excited
yeah! yeah! OMG..hahaha
I found this blog, most of his entire entries wrote in pahang 'slangs'
isn't that cute?
yeah.... caya lah aok.
aok tloh menarik mata koi.
jarang koi dok neliti blog org ni kalo ndok kne ghaye koi
koi ni bkn mnde, tok ghajin. tgok blog org lain ni xde keje lain kalo x nganjing org, artis,
koi cemuih loh.
lantok laa wei,
tu hok puok2 deme je berkenan ngan mnde2 gitu meh
koi gini lah. takde mnde nye nok kongsi sgt pown.
ni laa paling tidok pon koi puji entri org.
dah koi suke, hahahaha

squares with no sense of humor had always been a good laugh.



Thursday, March 18, 2010

LOmO's rules

read it.
Its cool
simple
understandable
and....... no fuss!!!


  1. Take your camera everywhere you go
  2. Use it any time – day and night
  3. Lomography is not an interference in your life, but part of it
  4. Try the shot from the hip
  5. Approach the objects of your lomographic desire as close as possible
  6. Don’t think (william firebrace)
  7. Be fast
  8. You don’t have to know beforehand what you captured on film
  9. Afterwards either
  10. Don’t worry about any rules
BLACK BIRD









FISH EYES 2


LUBITEL <-- I want this one, but the price is hell.. rm1000+ =(





DIANA F + 





there're a lot~~~ lot~~ more
holga, snowcat bla bla bla
=)
aren't they beautiful??? 

LOmO

I can't wait for ptptn's money
I can't wait for next week
I can't wait to hold my precious black bird~
omg... *terloncat-loncat
I find this camera fascinate me since bila asked me where to find it
yeah, b4 that, I didn't even know what the hell is lomo?
so, she explained it to me.
and I say OMG!!!!
murah kot.hahahaha
yeah, I'll buy that camera
I'll study about it
I'll master lomography.
i'm so excited to see how'll this gonna turn up.
can't wait to see how it work... excited ngggengggg!!!!
I'll post my 1st job using black bird,
and I really need+ appreciate if anyone who know things about this lomography will share and drop a comment or more here. =)
I really do need a guidance.
teach me!
hehehehehe
XOXO


       

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

GLEE

ape itu Glee?,
Glee tu kalau cari dalam kamus, segala apa yang relates dgn kegembiraan, happiness and delightful.
Tapi Glee yang aku nak kongsi ngan korang hari ni ialah series baru (yg aku pun x sure hits ke tidak) yang agak menjadi buah mulut orang lah kan.

ade sape2 yang sgt2 into high school musical x?
xpun movie enchanted? erm, ape lgi drama movie yang ala2 musikal?
 ha, cite yang johnny depp blakon dlu, sweeney todd.
series ni ala2, genre2 musikal macam tu laa.
tapi untuk menarikkan lagi jalan cite dia,
diorang cite banyak konflik campur komedi n lawak jenaka,
untuk jadikan kita nak tgok lagi2, biasalah dunia series mmg mcm tuh.
kalau xde curiosity utk mengetahui what will happen next kan?
series ni baru habis musim pertama iaitu sebanyak 13 episode
so kirenye utk korang nak kejar pun sempat lgi.
series ni start september 2009,
kalau korang google sendiri pun memang senang kan,
tapi kat sni aku nak kongsi kenapa series ni agak best pade aku
team work self improvement of confidence level, too cliche' sgt kan?

ape yang best

1. banyak lagu2 lame yang agak menarik telinga aku dulu2 yg lame aku lupekan contoh Gold digga by kanye west get down ya~! and thong song.  thong thong thong.. enak oh lagu2 ni , \(^_^)/

2. cite ni macam nak ckp cmni kat penonton " sedar diri oh! ukur baju bdan sendri" but not directly, tp kalau korang tonton korang tau ah nape aku komen begitu. ngeheheehe

3. sebab series ni best la. hehehe Dont Stop believing

nanti aku sambung review dia
episod by episod smpi aku berjaya persuade korang utk n0ntonye.. ngeee

 (lemah dlm memberi komen)

craps-in-head

life is short
that's the fucking cliche' (again)
nothings ever perfect
cause you'll never know what is 'the mind'
this invisible universe
my greatest enemy is time
what's up with the fortune?
merely give you hopeless faith
just do what you can now
forget what wasn't done yet

Monday, March 15, 2010

why people care?

I love this old cliche' saying 'ignorance is bliss'.
I'm not a big fan in minding others business, or sharing is caring kinda thing in anyhow.
But there are minor group will be an exception.
friends, family and my love one, of course.

The real things that bugging me are,
where this annoying peoples come from?
I mean,
they really do have their own life right?
yes, of course there are. they should.
so why bother?
I can stand if its only a comment.
but, when you start to tag someone's blog then bragging about how bad they're in whatever due ur concern is,
in your blog.
that's the way out of line.
what people call about it, yeah mengumpat
it's still ok if you just talk about it, but if u've already stated there(in yer blog) her/his blog's link, tag a pictures of him/her
yo! get ready for the consequences.

why people care?
basically, I thought there were just jealous, jealous much?
LOL please oh, I admit. jealousy is an healthy way to find your competitors
it'll useful for self improvement.
judge people for yourself for god sake,
not bragging and bitching about it.
owh la, hahahaha
you peoples are hilarious.
think by doing that will make yourself looks better?
keep your thought for yourself.
hear this
they don't care
you deserve yourself duh.
all your flaws
all your gift.
so, why bother?
you deserve what you are.
tu utk mereka yang suka burukkan org

this one to
people who loves to care so much about others
one word: Quit!

whatever you say will not make them stop
doesn't matter what method you use
persuading
sarcasm
whatever irony you might use to mock or convey contempt
will do nothing
unless they want to change by their own willingness.
daa... just stop..
if you have an authority.
yes please do arrest.

Friday, March 12, 2010

shitland

I'm simply explaining my current world in just one word.
Do I posses something habitual from my past?
herm..wrong. absolutely.
I was thinking about something to feed my appetite. 
a new amusement I supposed.
I need an outdoor things to keep me in proper fit.
hiking? gunung ledang is here.

I'm thinking martial arts, prefer unofficial way.
kick punch neything in basic only.
how about a soccer team?
nah, too much babbling 
to be frank, my heart kinda crush right now.
my emotion stability remains unknown.
don't try to tell me to chill.
make me.
I'll whine.
I don't expect you to understand my sorrow and sadness whatsoever
I merely wanna share the happiness.
I was happier once.
I'm not blaming anyone. Life is a lesson.
I'm not done with anything now
as long as I keep breathing there's nothing for me to giving up
when I stop hoping doesn't mean I'll stop trying.
me seems to be making a rapid recovery.


Thursday, March 11, 2010

I'm leaving tonight

I'm leaving this world tonight
will let it wash out by the rain
I'm leaving this world tonight
its chilling inside this vain
I fall in love with the gas
its too hard indeed
its the only thing that I have
no need space to plead
empty inside out
all eyes were looking down
so much alive but too much less
surrender the violence hope become strength
I'll leaving this head tonight
tranquilly at last

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

J'veux ton amour

this is 1st time I write neything about him, who's he?
he's my lunatic total heartless dumbass boyfriend
since its already pass 12 am, and I hav a morning class tomorrow (which is suppose to be today coz it's already 1.19am)
think i'm gonna stay up late just to describing this ergh...
I lost my word.dun get me wrong, I dun loathe him(even I sound like it) but I love him.
yes I love him even he's one selfish cold heartless self-centered guy,
but he's something to me.being with him I learn that not everything will go on according to what I wanted to.
the things about him are,
ever heard of hot & cold by katy perry?
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
we're exactly like that, totally.
and he do change his mind like a bitch change her clothes. LOL
I hav to whining and bitching about pointless things (sometimes) just to make him talk
so that we can have a conversation (even it is not in a healthy way).
he yelled, I listen, I scream, he got mad, aku hentak2 tepon, dia gelak, sometimes I plead, then berbaik smule.
he's not normal, he said that just now.
he describing himself as black-heart cold blooded guy to begin with.
he thinks he is a cat. or at least resemble with cat in anyhow.
I wonder that is why we always have a cat fight.. nyiaoo!!!!
in fact he is. ergh... can u imagine what i'm dealing with?
he explained to me in science or sometimes he include the physics or whatsoever that I'm not familiar with (as long as it relevant) just to tell me that I can't be mad at some point.
dude, love it self don't have its logic in critical moments.
he hates to tell me or shows me how much he love me,
but he do loves me in subtle way,
I just know that. jangan perasan ok? jangan perasan, kate dia tadi.
erm... what else?
ape kate aku tido dlu, then bru aku sambung. hahaha... nyte.
siyes aku ngantok.

-end-yet

Monday, March 8, 2010

We're tired of you

Let's cut all the intro talk and get to the point.


Everyone has been in love. At certain times of our lives, we might have flirt around way too much but that doesn't make us sluts. Or make us a bad person. Because when we find that special someone, we tend to hold on to them. We stopped being with other guys so much, we showered you with our undivided attention. Count yourself lucky because we wouldn't even want to talk to any other guys anymore because of you.

Now, here's the problem...
We showed you that much attention because previously you were unloved (or lacked love). We would like you to think that even when everyone around you shunts you away or dislike you or when your family is so fucked up that you feel left out, we would really...truly would like you to feel love. We tried. But it was never enough.

Because you treated us like shits. Over other guys who were much more better, nicer and hotter, we chose you. Out of many guys that proposed to us, we chose you. Out of other guys that could treat us better, we chose you.

We gave our hearts away when you wanted us to, just to have you throw it back at our faces. We put up with your stupid shits for months, even years...even if we bitch around to tell our friends about how assholic you are, even if we nag you a lot. What matter is we stayed. We stayed with you through your thick and thins...even when it's eating us inside.

We don't want much from you. What if, instead of ignoring us the whole day or even the whole week, take 5 minutes to text us, or reply to our texts. We promise you we wouldn't talk so much, only 2 or 3 text messages is good enough for us.

What if, instead of being annoyed with what we're asking you...just answer the question nicely. Whether it's a 'yes' or 'no' or some any other answer that is related without makes us hurt. It causes unnecessary heartache and we're tired of it.

What if, instead of finding another girl that's better than us...just be content with what you have. You said that we're not content with you. But you're wrong, because if we weren't we wouldn't have stayed for so long.

We love you so dearly that we would sometimes act like your personal assistant to remind you of things that you've forgotten to do, or haven't done or whatever...you get the idea.

We would walk miles for you.

Until we give up...and prayed to God to take all that away from us, all those feelings, those love that we've showered you.

When you think that we're so annoying that by your gesture we feel that we're hated...what more can we do?

When you would choose any other girl you thought are better than us...what more can we say?

...to make you feel satisfied?

And so we say,

Ya Allah, strengthen my faith and calm my heart and please make me content with your will.

P/S : thanks Bila.

Friday, March 5, 2010

something he said out of the blue

ok, ni kes aku perasan je laa ek,
just to ease my mind, nak sedapkan hati sendri,
I don't care to whom he dedicate this song, or he just post at his facebook because he like this song,
for whatever reasons that he do that, I still wanna think (perasan) what I want to.
so to you my dear, shut up.
lemme treasure my sweet moment myself..
traaa traa raa

Hey Soul Sister
by Train

Hey Soul Sister Lyrics

Hey, hey

Your lipstick stains on the front lobe of my left side brains
I knew I wouldn't forget you, and so I went and let you blow my mind
Your sweet moonbeam, the smell of you in every single dream I dream
I knew when we collided, you're the one I have decided who's one of my kind

Hey soul sister, ain't the Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight
Hey, hey

Just in time, I'm so glad you have a one-track mind like me
You gave my life direction, a game show love connection we can't deny
I'm so obsessed, my heart is bound to beat right out my untrimmed chest
I believe in you, like a virgin, you're Madonna, and I'm always gonna wanna blow your mind

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight

The way you can't cut a rug, watching you's the only drug I need
You're so gangsta, I'm so thug, you're the only one I'm dreaming of
You see, I can be myself now finally, in fact there's nothing I can't be
I want the world to see you be with me

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do tonight,
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight
Hey, hey

Tonight
Hey, hey

Tonight

I've made from plastic

I've made from plastic
I'm not gonna fall apart.
even plastic can melt and can lose its form,
but its still there, become harden and darken.
plastic is recyclable, so it can be shape into different form.
so it won't forever banished  and gone,
it still there but in new form.
plastic not fragile, you can't easily change it,
not until you able to melt it.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

I'm being emotional

I've always got this issue in me.
trust issues. even I'm practicularly a person who always assume the worse, but deep inside of me I always terrifying and scare to think about how's the pain will gonna cause me.
prevent is better than cure,
if you do something suspicious I will ask,
asking is not a slander.
I love myself, I want to protect my heart.
I know I can't endures the pain.
yes, I'm stating my weakness here in public. so what?
I hate long distance relationship, cause I don't know how to handle it.
and you. why you loves doing something that prevent me to trust you.
I want to trust you, for god sake.
I do trust you for all of this time, but not this.
u used to show how you love me in public, so where is it now?
being so cool in front of your friends is so important to you till you have to hurt me due to that?
why you love to hurt me?
I've seen so many jerks dump their girlfriend.
owh yeah, I've seen how its start. there are chronicle.
all the scheme. I know you're not like that.
but everything is possible.
you can fall in love with someone else and forget about me
just in sec. who knows?
shits happen? right?

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

BAD DAY o PALAT

when your face so full of crap.
your head is about to explode.
nerves system drives you mad.
both of your presentation was doomed
your heels sprain your ankle
and sudden suffer for memory loss while your presenting?
herm... I love kei. haha tetibe je

Monday, March 1, 2010

March madness!!

Are you ready?
its March!and Its gonna be wild and mad..
and there will be lots and lots of things will occur.
Till then just fasten your seat belt and wait blissfully
because I'll promise you.
this gonna be MAD!!
wahahahahahahahaha..